LSD

Sometimes I'm at an obvious crossroads in life. I haven't been blogging lately I know, but in all reality I've been struggling. Internally struggling. I love this place, I love this planet. I'm starting to figure out who I am dependently from the human race. But at the same time I'm being taught that we are all the same. That we do the same things and have the same patterns. I just honestly don't know what to think about it.

But as I start to think independently of myself I realize that there's something very dependent lurking in my peripherals. It scares me, but absolutely thrills me. It slows me and speeds me up at the same time. And like anything else that makes me feel good I want to abuse it like a drug.

I don't give a shit about babies

anyways, its fucking august 7th, as people who don't sleep in until 2 o'clock in the afternoon might know. I realized if your life was all of a sudden considered complete because you have tried at least one drug in every drug family; my life would be complete.

The only drugs left that i MAY want to try would be, acid (don't know if i could stand 8-12 hours of hallucinating, and actually that's it. I have to try crack ,kidding, I'll never try crack.